THE BATTLE

Dear Heart,


Disappoint- verb. 1.To fail to fulfill the expectations or wishes of:
2. To let LT down

Seeing LT(my left hand) mad and upset was like looking at my dad the first time he caught me high!!! I don't ever want to see LT look that way towards me!!!! For once in my life...you and I were on the same page...we both felt bad and it killed my high...


Happy- adjective. 1. Enjoying, showing, or marked by pleasure, satisfaction, or joy.
2. Keep Reggie Smiling

On the other hand I have Reggie (my right hand) him and I be on the same page...when I am with him I don't see anything as being wrong...I see everything as being right! Seeing him smile again reminded me of a child upset about losing a toy and then overjoyed when they get a new toy!!! I was blank, you were blank...after the blunt. Only thing you knew was he was happy!!!!


This battle is tough...I don't want to disappoint LT but I also want to make Reggie happy...and if that means giving into what Reggie wants then I would do it...but I don't want to disappoint...


The battle is getting intense...but only one person will win...AND THAT IS ME!!!! I am going to do what makes me happy...but what makes me happy??? I am happy when everyone else is happy and overjoyed!!!!



MISSION IMPOSSIBLE...


Love,


The Mind